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Ican not take this anymore!

A life full of empty promisses and mistakes.

I wish my life could have been like it was before.

All these laughter and smiles you see upon my face, are fakes.

No matter how ard I try, It’s never worth it in the end.

I miss having you as my best friend.

To toy reading this, It may make no sense.

Well…. this is my life..A total ignorance.

I can not take this anymore!

I wish I could have been like I was before.

Full of promisses and no mistakes.

I will gain your trust again, I don’t care what it takes!

Why is it that if your not normal you are a fag?

Why is it that if your not gay , your a drag?

Why is it that if your not a barbie , your a trole?

Why is it that you have a problem with my rock ntole?!

What is it of my style that bothers you so much?

Don’t you realise that my confidence along with my dignity are crushed?

You and I both ave something in common.

We breath witch makes both of us human.

Believe me it’s not easy being an outcast.

My path is broken ,so is my past.

All I’m longing for is some acceptance.

People that would accept me for who I am and not my appearance.

My poems are just a bunch of emotion thrown onto paper.

I hope this one spoke to you and changes your behavior!

I miss the days when I could feel your warmth.

I miss your voice and all my crazy illusions.

But here we are left in the middle of this storm.

Drenched in depresion and confusion.

If I could walk I’d go with you.

Maybe our Maker would take me too.

If I could talk I’d beg you to stay.

Dod tell me, why did it end this way?

I’m all of your reflection to my mom.

I’m a sample of your greatness and humanity.

I’m so much like you, but yeah your gone.

Till this day ‘m caught in insanity.

Daddy you’ve been running for 14 years.

Daddy run home so you can catch my crashing tears.

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Baby give me a kiss I’ll be running a few miles.

Seven miles to Heavan.

Thinking you would be back in a while.

If you knew would you tell him you love him?

I can’t cope, crying myself asleep each night.

Why can’t I remember saying you goodbey?!

If I only had one memory..

I’d cherish it forever.

But this is the 21st century.

no one cares how I feel, to them he’s dead, whatever!

Death came as a thief at night.

That day your love and your remain became finite.

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Baby give me a kiss I’ll be runnng a few miles.

Seven miles to Heavan.

Thinking you would be back in a while.

If you knew would you tell him you love him?

All that happend that day was Dods will.

Our Heavan gained an amazing Angel.

This pain seperates my skin from bone.

I’m in pieces ,will I die here alone?

I hope this nightmare is better than it seems.

Well I’ve learnt the hard way, don’t mention that word “love” to me!

 Love is just a fantasy .

Lust is the reality.

This lie is filled with agony.

Don’t mention that word “love” to me!

So I’ve been inlove too many times.

I’ve comitted many lovely crimes.

But in the end that love was only fake.

I’ve givin up , I guess I’m done .

I’m one crazy bitch and full of fun.

I’m done dealing with al these pain!

I’m a big girl now so listen kid.

This thing called love ,I’m sick of that shit!

Haha well this is what i think so listen closely.

Remember this when your feeling lonely.

Love is just a fantasy.

Lust is the reality.

This life is filled with agony.

Don’t mention that word “love” to me!

This thing called love gives me an itch.

What you call love I call a bitch.

Boys….they mess with my head.

Aaaghhh! just shutup and knock me dead!

Some advice : don’t fuck with me.

I’m a big ass emotional freak.

Don’t mention that word “love” to me!